Before You Were Born, I Knew you
Before You Were Born, I Knew you
This painting began as a personal challenge. How could I incorporate the frame into the final painting, whatever it was? I chose a scrapped double window frame, then set about playing with canvas. Slowly, the canvas moved from the back of one side, around the middle, to the top of another. As I moved it, the sense of the movement of people came to mind. As I then started to apply paint, using the classic painter’s neutral of burnt sienna, people simply added themselves. Suddenly I had a teeming tide and everyone felt so anonymous. Then the words of Psalm 139 came to mind – we are not simply known in a crowd (which can be amazing to think), we have been known from before we came to be. As I thought that, details in the crowd emerged. A newspaper here, a trainer there, a scarf, a worried face, a looking face, another face… The mobile phone in a pocket shows how long ago this was painted, but the overall theme remains the same. No matter how unknown we feel, no matter how lost in the crowd we may think we are, we are known and loved by God.
Oil on stretched canvas, worked over window frame
1999
40 x 96cm
Original Painting in private collection